Saturday, August 8, 2009

Ya Allah...Dugaanmu terlalu berat...

rndu sgt2 ngan blog nie...da lm rsnye xmencoret kt cni...nk tau x sbb pe??coz lupe pasword...heheh..lwk x??
bnyk sgt nk story tp xatu nk stat tang mn...
yg pasti mslh hati melanda dr ble mn kte xmampu nk handle certain situation kn??
br2 ni my grand mother passed away...al-Fatihah ntok die..
permulaan sem baru yg agk sedey bg aku n adk2 yg len...
sedare mare n adk beradik mak....
pasni mst dorg jrg blk kg coz nenek da xde...tp ak hrp xla jd cm2...
syg sgt2 kt sume kezen ak yg comey2 belake...

hidup kt uia??
s ussual...bz sokmo la bak kate org...
bz ngn ape??2 la bezanya....

dak2 kaed = bz ngan projek
dak2 engine = bz ngan lab n klas yg berlmbak2...
dak2 yg rjn msk society = cbok ngn prog yg xhenti2...
dak yg xjoin pape = bz gak ngn xtvt tdo yg xpnh cukop...eehheeehh....

yg mn geng yg ak join??
ntahla...sng cte kt gombak ni siyesly ak jd sgt pasif coz xjoin pape pon but ats sbb2 yg xdpt dielakkan,tetibe ak mahu kmbali aktif & cube melupakan pe yg m'belenggu dr ini...
chewah...puitis plak ayt ni...

bkn niat ntok lari dr mslah or jdkn alsn ntok aktf..
tp siyes sgt2,rndu nk jd cm dl...

smpikn sem ni rs cm tmk plak kn??
nk tau nape....meh ak hbq mai...
1.ak join suksis yg de kawad dr kol 645am - 5pm every saturday n raw call ae rabu pg...
2.stat ntok bjinak2 dlm gemilang club which is club yg leh teach nk jd org prnybr,cmne nk jd mentor yg bgs n plg tepat ntok tmbh ilmu nk menyayangi adk....(coz ak pon mmg rmi adk..)
3.ak tlg member g ngajo ank org(darjah 4) every monday n friday night....

so,basically bz gak la ak sem ni nk bndg sem2 b4 dis....

lau nk tau nape....mayb ak nk elak dr pk mslh hati ni kot...
'die' pon da dkt cni skang...
so,ak pon kna la wat2 rs jauh dr die...kn?kn?kn?heheh...(mmg da lm jauh pon)

ak bkn pe...ble pk blk...mst de hkmah ats pe yg jd...tp yg pasti kemusykilan kt hati aku ni mmg slalu mbuak2 nk tny die soaln yg ak nk tau sgt2...

but,i've decided to wait n c...coz mayb die pgg pd jnji die or mayb ak je yg tlalu memikir(nk wat cmne da ak mmg cmni...??)

yg pasti mtlmt bsr mmg ak xlupe...ak nk jd cnth kt adk2 ak...
coz aku ALONG!!!!
ingt!!!along mst kuat...(even xkuat sgt pon..hehe)

time2 gni kengkwn mmg sgt penting...bknla b4 ni xpntg,tp time ni lg penting la...

thanx a lot 4 nani n ima yg mmg jd rumate yg really give me support n sudi nk tgk org tua ni bebel sal mslh hati yg kak cte kt korg...
xtau la nk hadpi sume ni wout korg...

best present from ima : BAWA HATIMU KEPADA TUHAN...
best sgt2...to all yg bc ni,try la crk bk ni...xrugi tau...
even korg akn sgt hepi...jgn lupe try...

sblm erlupe,14hb ni ak g team building suksis...xsbr gak nk g ni...
coz da lm xg camping...rndu..
yela,arc da jrg ajk ak g pnjt gng skang...mklumler...
kte xpro cm dorg...huuh...sounds like majok x....(mmg pon ekceli..heh)
xpe,chaiyok2 ntok eryn...

again,kwn2 tlg doakn ak yek...hadapi sume cbrn n dugaan kt dunia ni ngn tabah...

Last speech...
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK....
REBUTLA SEBANYAK MANA IBADAH SELAGI MAMPU COZ MAYB NIE RAMADHA N YG TERAKHIR WAT KTE....kpd semua umat Islam....
RAMADHAN MUBARAK.....

1 comment:

  1. semoga hidup akk snantiasa dirahmati Allah..
    Truskan perjuangan...

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